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Get Off on the Pain
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese, Abby Craden
- Series: Pain, Book 1
- Length: 6 hrs and 23 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Romance, Contemporary
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Publisher's Summary
Sexy, tattooed, and inevitably dangerous. Memphis is all that and more....
I live for the pain; it's what drives me to keep moving. But there comes a time when one has to push the demons aside in order to survive.
I thought I buried them deep. I thought I was ready to finally live. Until...my brother, Alex; he throws me into the fire - right into the place I could never control myself, the one place I never want to be again.
When I put my hands on people, they get hurt. Things happen that bring me back to that night. The one that will forever torment me.
I'm doing fine, keeping to myself in order to ensure no one gets hurt by me. Then along comes Lyric, and all I want to do is touch her, to put my hands in places that I know will only lead to her being crushed by me.
She's the rush that I crave. The darkest of poison running through my veins, killing me bit by bit; like a drug I can't get enough of even though I'm almost down to my last breath.
And being around her only hurts more, but what she doesn't understand is that I welcome the pain; I get off on it, which in the end leaves me with the hardest decision of my life - one that might get us all killed....
Author's note: Due to strong language and sexual content, this book is not intended for listeners under the age of 18. This is a stand-alone novel; more books with side characters can all be heard alone.
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- Amanda
- 08-23-18
Great story, poor narration
loved the story. Only thing I didn't like was the Male narrator's female voices. They were awful. Overall good book thought.
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- Tess
- 08-07-18
Get Off on the Pain
Good story; however, the audio version was difficult for me to get through because of the narration. Narrators can make or break a book for me, and personally, I feel this one would have been better if Alexander read all the male parts and Abby read all the female parts. Thanks to whispersync, I will read this as well, and I have started book two of this series (Something for the Pain). Very happy with the choice of narrators - thanks Victoria!!
I do recommend this series and this author.
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- Terri D
- 06-14-18
Perfect
I must first say that I love every book this author has written so no surprise that I loved the story but the narrators for this book really blew it out of the water for me. They were perfect for these characters. Their voices matched what I could envision as Memphis and Lyric sounding like. The story was told in a way that just sounded like they were talking to you, not reading it. Perfect for me in every way. I loved it and highly recommend it.
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- tdarlene30
- 02-28-18
Get off on the Pain
Very good story line. Parts of the female narration was awful but I pushed through the audible version because the storyline.
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- Amy Rogers
- 02-06-18
Memphis is ready to open his heart & capture yours
What did you love best about Get Off on the Pain?
I loved how vulnerable Memphis became when he met his match with Lyric.
What other book might you compare Get Off on the Pain to and why?
Book 2 in the series Something For The Pain. I loved getting to know both brothers and seeing how they dealt with their troubles. They are very different yet a lot alike.
What does Alexander Cendese and Abby Craden bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?
They bring you right into the book and made you feel part of the story.
Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?
Absolutely! I couldn't get enough!
Any additional comments?
I absolutely love this story and was beyond ecstatic to experience the book through audio.
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- Lauren
- 12-04-21
Ugh
The story could have been good…I really couldn’t tell since the narrations were so off putting I couldn’t really get in to the story.
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- D. Andrews
- 10-22-20
Male narrator’s female voices are just that bad
I rarely write reviews. Unfortunately I have to agree with so many. The male voice is nice for the main male voices. His voice for female characters is horrific! There is no way to take it seriously. I powered through to see what happens but I won’t listen to anymore that he narrates if he’s doing female voices.
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- Zoe Lynn
- 10-15-20
Just okay
Narration ruined it. Whenever the male narrator was doing female voices it felt like the lollipop guild was making an appearance which made it hard to take it seriously as I kept laughing out loud. Female narrator was better but not great. I pushed through till the end though, story was okay, certainly not one of Ashley's best.
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- Suttle12
- 10-08-20
ok
The story was good. The narrators were ok. I didn't like when the narrators spoke as the opposite sex.
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- Lisa Jo
- 10-01-20
emotional
absolutely hands down my favorite. This one is filled with so so many emotions. I love it
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- Anonymous User
- 03-27-22
Let down by narration
Mediocre story made poorer by the narration. A bit too soppy so really my cup of tea.
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- karen grave
- 02-21-22
great story good writing
I enjoyed the storyline along with the little twist at the end and the plotline had a bit more depth than some of the stories I've listened to along these lines.
my only negative unfortunately is the male narrator.
I've turned from other series midway when the narrator changed to this man. he has a nice natural voice which I don't mind but he's interpretation of a female voice.....oh geez, talk about killing the vibe.
they sound cheap and nasty..which works for a few side characters but not for the strong female lead...all I can say is thank goodness for Abby Craden.
i have to admit Alex does the different male voices in the story really well so he isn't totally awful...just the females..🥴