• If He Had Been with Me

  • By: Laura Nowlin
  • Narrated by: Gina Rogers
  • Length: 8 hrs and 37 mins
  • 4.5 out of 5 stars (113 ratings)

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Publisher's Summary

An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA best seller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different....

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other. 

Autumn has her boyfriend, Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around. 

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways....

©2013, 2019 Laura Nowlin (P)2020 Tantor

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Waste of time.

listened to this book based on the reviews, but this the story kinda sucked. There was a lot of teenage angst, and the main character was kind of a shitty person. towards the end I thought I was going to start liking it and than it was just ruined. I feel like wasted my time listening to this book.

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WHY.

Why did she do that?! Why couldn’t there be a happy ending? My heart is shattered yet full. Autumn and Finny deserved so much more

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It will not disappoint!

I would highly recommend this novel!! Its beyond engaging and the plot is very relatable! First book that Ive finished with in two days because I honestly couldn’t put it down!

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Grab some tissue!!!

It was a little hard to get into at first but then it gets going. Gina Rogers did a great job narrating the book. The story is relatable. But that heart break at the end did it for me!!

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Problem with Playback

I loved the book! Except it won’t load anymore of it and I only have 1 Minute and 15 Seconds left.

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  • 05-28-21

Ending rushed

I felt like the book was drawn out with unnecessary detail at times. Then the ending was rushed which is a shame