• Nowhere for Very Long

  • The Unexpected Road to an Unconventional Life
  • By: Brianna Madia
  • Narrated by: Brianna Madia
  • Length: 6 hrs and 31 mins
  • 4.8 out of 5 stars (1,277 ratings)

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By: Brianna Madia
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In this beautifully written, vividly detailed memoir, a young woman chronicles her adventures traveling across the deserts of the American West in an orange van named Bertha and reflects on an unconventional approach to life

A woman defined by motion, Brianna Madia bought a beat-up bright orange van, filled it with her two dogs Bucket and Dagwood, and headed into the canyons of Utah with her husband. Nowhere for Very Long is her deeply felt, immaculately told story of exploration—of the world outside and the spirit within.

However, pursuing a life of intention isn’t always what it seems. In fact, at times it was downright boring, exhausting, and even desperate—when Bertha overheated and she was forced to pull over on a lonely stretch of South Dakota highway; when the weather was bitterly cold and her water jugs froze beneath her as she slept in the parking lot of her office; when she worried about money, her marriage, and the looming question mark of her future. But Brianna was committed to living a life true to herself, come what may, and that made all the difference.

Nowhere for Very Long is the true story of a woman learning and unlearning, from backroads to breakdowns, from married to solo, and finally, from lost to found to lost again...this time, on purpose.

©2022 Brianna Madia (P)2022 HarperCollins Publishers

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No real story other than ‘I’m Instagram famous'

The biggest issue I have with this book is that nowhere in the description does it mention that the author is an Instagram creator. Knowing that, you can pretty much guess what level of shallow self-indulgence you are in for.

Second, this is not an adventure or a travel memoir. Those things are cursory at best, lacking any depth to be interesting. Instead it is 6+hrs of meandering relationship drama, coupled with a sad story about a dog - which itself comes off like some dog version of munchausen syndrome by proxy.

If you are going to write a memoir, you have to have something to add. “Wild: From Lost to Found on the Pacific Crest Trail” is a good comparison. It’s a similar style, but adds a level of detail that makes it at least interesting . There is nothing interesting about this. There's no real personal growth. There is little to nothing unique about what she has been through. It seems quickly written by someone with no real story to tell other than ‘I’m Instagram famous.”

Edit: I wish you could separate reviews based on Instagram followers and Non-Instagram followers. It would be telling.

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Self-indulgent and clichéd

I decided to listen to this book for a variety of reasons, none of which did I find to come to fruition in the actual book. I was interested in learning about van life, Utah adventures, and doing activities with dogs, but none of those topics really had much substance other than the author patting herself on the back. It just felt very self indulgent.
Story lines are disjointed and muddled, which I guess could have been easier to follow in written form, but on the audiobook the random long pauses were confusing and I couldn’t keep timelines straight.
The narrator did an okay job for the majority of the book, but at random times the narrator would sound like they were trying to make crying voices and it just was cheesy and weird.

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beautifully written and beautifully read

as someone who has made my own trek from the east coast to Utah and experienced many of these wild places, worked in wilderness therapy, and adopted a desert mutt of my own -- this book put the most beautiful and perfect words to the authors experience that feels like my own. I will undoubtedly come back to the parts of this book that describe desert landscapes and solo adventures. They made me feel like I was in those places with the desert sand between my toes and sun on my skin.

she reads her story so beautifully and with true vulnerability. it's impossible to stop listening. thank you for writing this book. it was one I needed to read ❤️

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nowhere

More like the story of a flower child discovering the desert and where she should belong not a travelogue

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Waste of money

White girl who created her own problems with nothing interesting to say. So boring. Don’t waste your time.

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not what I thought

I thought is was going to be more of the van life, it's about her running her dog over with the van.

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Very irritating story

I got this book because I love adventure books, and story book, but o found myself very irritated several times during the book at the main character, she need to get help, and stop pulling people and animals into her broken mess, it was hard listening to how the choices she made all lead to hurting.

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  • KM
  • 04-07-22

A symphony of beauty and pain

Listening to this trailblazing woman tell her story with all of the real and raw emotions is unlike anything you’ll experience. She tells her stories that many may relate to, but with a depth of understanding that most of us never reach on our own. A visual telling of all the things we’d long to see ourselves, and those we’d never wish anyone to see at all. I cannot possibly say enough about her wit, wisdom, strength, courage, and ability to let us all into her one of a kind life.

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THIS BOOK WAS AMAZING

I’ve been following Brianna on Instagram for several years and when she mentioned years ago that she was working on a book, I KNEW I had to get my hands on it. Her writing is so honest and raw and beautiful and heart wrenching, all at the same time.

This book had me laughing, gasping, and sobbing in the middle of a work day. HIGHLY recommend for anyone who loves their animals, loves the outdoors, and everything in between. Her perspective is refreshing and you can see the growth she’s made as a person. Truly inspiring to anyone out here living life.

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Needs some fact checking and culling

It's a good listen and a reasonable length which I appreciate. Too many non-fiction books overstay their welcome. It took me awhile to warm up to it because out of the the gate there were some fact errors...the University of Montana is not in Bozeman, it's in Missoula. The most interesting part is "how does one support the adventure life" and "does living off of social media change how she does things" ... she does address this towards the end after the dog near-death incident but that could use some more fleshing out. As a dog lover that part both made me cry and consider "is it worth it?" Every "free spirit" needs a team of boring people with insurance and a spare couch to survive. In the end it seems like she bought an expensive piece of land and built a house on it by writing about being non conforming. She also seems to be doing a lot of globetrotting. Maybe I'm just jealous. There isn't much you can add to father/abandonment issues that hasn't been written about already. She could have left that out in favor or more current decisions.

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  • AJCW
  • 07-23-22

Phenomenal!

Heart-rending and beautiful - more of us should be this brave and embrace the life we are given and not the one that's expected - thank you for sharing your story👌

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  • michael mc faul
  • 05-10-22

different lifestyle adventures

helped me in my search for happiness and to break away from my life of quite desperation......

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  • Melissa
  • 05-04-22

Highly recommend

I never usually take the time to review books but I just had to say how much I enjoyed this book.
I laughed, I cried and it left me with so much to think about.
I relate to the story in some parts and I am so grateful that the author decided to share her story with the world somewhat letting us know that we’re not alone.
Thank you Brianna. I can’t wait for the next one!

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  • Kelly Hughes
  • 04-27-22

Beautifully written and beautifully read

I cannot recommend this book highly enough. I have followed Brianna on Instagram since around the time of Dagwood's accident so to hear her story through her own words was genuinely lovely

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  • Angela Seymour
  • 04-18-22

A beautifully written and performed story

This is a heartfelt and moving story. A reminder to all that we are only human

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  • Micky
  • 12-08-22

Raw and Real

Wonderful, inspirational, raw and real. thank you Brianna. Loved every minute of it. Run free.

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  • M. King
  • 11-26-22

Enjoyable

I enjoyed this book and identified quite closely with the author. It's not the most literary of reads but it's an interesting theme and not badly written.

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  • Barbara
  • 11-07-22

Totaly into it

She is an incredible writer and narrative. Love it in each word. A big lessons and inspiration together

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  • kate adamson
  • 10-31-22

Entertaining , Funny , and incorrigable 🌻🤔👍




Enjoyed all his books .
He is the perfect Bookdealer . A wonderful mix of The Mischievosness of the late and wonderful Richard Booth , of Hay on Wye .
The sharp caustic wit of Yorkshire dealer , Ron Gabott .
And the icing on the cake , James Herriot .
And a large helping of self deprecation .
Wonderful 😭👌🌅

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  • sophie t.
  • 10-25-22

Bland

narrator voice irritating too much. fair storytelling ...honest and real. did not light my imagination

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  • danielle jay
  • 08-01-22

Raw. Emotional. Sheer brilliance.

This book was a journey and every moment within it incredible. Such powerful delivery. I was transported to Brianna’s world. It was deeply personal and beautiful.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 11-28-22

loved every minute

thoroughly enjoyed this book. loved that it was read by the author. highly recommend

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  • Amazon Customer
  • 11-17-22

Painting pictures with words

I loved this book. My first audio book. I listened to a good portion of this book on long airflights from NZ to Spain (& back) to walk part of the pilgrimage of St James to Santiago de compostella and it was perfect for me, for my journey too. I loved Brianna's very descriptive story telling style (the painting of pictures with words)., 'You're a strong woman Brianna who knows what you want and you go out and get it. Thank you for sharing your journey' . Lynda 😊

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  • Anonymous User
  • 10-10-22

Can’t wait for her next book!

Brianna, your life would be an incredibly beautiful movie! Can’t wait to hear all about your next chapter in your next piece.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 10-06-22

Great story

I loved the story and didn't want it to finish. Well narrated and easy to listen to.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 05-25-22

You won’t be able to stop

A life story that will make you laugh, cry, question your own life choices and make you wanna be better - for your animals and for your humans.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 05-10-22

awesome 👌

Ahh I totally loved this. relating to the subject of woman loves dogs and lives in a van kind of related way. Could feel the heat and dryness of the desert 🏜 and emotionally connected to the story. really great. Thank-you 😊 💓

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  • Anonymous User
  • 05-06-22

This book will make you want to leave your conventional life.

I listened to this book over 2 days. It was such and adventure of highs and lows. The way life is suppose to be, except the author/central character does it on a big orange bus. She is almost nomad like.
I really loved this book. She speaks a little monotone but she is real and this is her real story. I loved it.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 04-30-22

Loved this story

Thank you Brianna, for writing your story .
I found it very relatable and inspiring at the same time.

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  • Amazon Customer
  • 04-28-22

Quite the Journey

beautify told, took the listener right there with you oh how I howled with each adventure and heartache