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Publisher's Summary

When celebrated writer Joan Didion’s life was altered forever, she wrote a new chapter. In this adaptation of her iconic memoir, Didion transforms the story of the shattering loss of her husband and their daughter into a one-woman play performed by Tony Award winner Vanessa Redgrave, who originated the role on Broadway in 2007. Written with Didion’s trademark style of cool observation, The Year of Magical Thinking weaves back and forth in time, taking listeners on a poignant journey through heartbreak, grief, and resilience. It’s an unforgettable theatrical experience that resonates with anyone who has ever loved.

©2005 Joan Didion (P)2020 AO Media LLC

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Difficult story, but worth it

** Important to know that this is a shorter version of the book by the same name available
on Audible but not narrated by Vanessa Redgrave. The words here are from the one woman
play of the same name.

I saw Vanessa Redgrave do the first run of The Year of Magical Thinking in 2007 on Broadway.
She entered the theater looking really bad. The evening before she had not been well and had
canceled. I flew from Florida to NYC that morning so I was worried after hearing she had let
the understudy take her place the night before.

The play was excellent. It was Ms. Redgrave sitting on the stage as if just telling us the story.
It was very difficult to hear the pain and confusion. I think people often do not understand what
magical thinking is. It was the perfect title for this book. In the early part she says she thinks
he is still alive in California due to the time difference. That is a good example of magical thinking.
Sentences that begin with "if" are often magical thinking. There is a difference in the play and
the recording. Ms. Redgrave was 70 when she was in the play and now is 83 so there is a bit
of a difference in her voice. I really wish they had recorded the original play for video and audio.
The play was also different because she had an audience and she gets juiced because of them.

When Ms. Redgrave came out of the stage door after the performance she was wearing a VERY much
washed and worn T-shirt and Jeans. We were sad after the end of the play, but when she literally
popped out of the theater and said hello we were immediately ok. Someone I had talked to earlier told
her I had flown up just for the play and she said she was touched that I had made that much of an effort.
She signed my program and an autobiography of hers from years before. I watched as she spoke to
people who are obviously longtime fans. She asked a man about his grandchild because the last time she
saw him the child was very ill. He said the child was fine and back to everyday activities. She asked a
woman how her mother was and asked that she tell her she was sorry she did not see her
It was a very nice experience which was cut short by the arrival of my Supershuttle ride to the airport.
The only time they were EVER on time in New York to pick me up had to be the very day I would have
liked more time!

The part of the play I remember feeling so emotional about was at the end when she is asking if she lied
to her daughter about the medical tests and care making her well. Every mother tells a child they are
going to be ok unless they know for certain the child is dying and some do it even then. That was a hard
bit of the story for a mother (or anyone else sensitive like me.)

Vanessa Redgrave was scheduled to do the play for a benefit at the Church of St. John the
Divine in April 2009. Her daughter Natasha Richardson had died in March of 2009 and the
performance was rescheduled for late October. That would have been THE performance to
see. I give her a lot of credit for going on with it despite how much it cost her.

A very good performance of a best seller.

(Sorry for the dangling "she". I have tried to fix it, but it is the website putting it out there. On the
space I type it is right!)

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Trigger warning

The reading is amazing and due to experiencing a recent lose totally has the vibes of lose. It is heartfelt and wrenching. Be careful. It can destroy you.

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The Year of Magical Thinking

A strange and haunting book, I am not sure if it portrays grief or a mind not accepting grief. It certainly makes you think . The narration was very good.

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How long will the impact last?

The narration was moving, the story did and is still making me think and wonder.

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I Had Difficulty Relating

People have been recommending this book to me for a number of years, and I finally got around to listening to it.

Let me first say that Vanessa Redgrave's performance is spectacular. She embodies the narrator to the bone. This is not a reading. It's a performance, and it's brilliant.

The narrator's denial of reality--what she calls "magical thinking" is somewhat compelling. I was most engaged with the parts where it was clear that she was trying to "rewrite" her husband's death in the same way she'd rewrite any story she had created from her imagination. This idea that she could somehow change the course of a death by backing up and changing a particular detail captivated me--undoubtedly because I am a writer myself. And of course, it's well written--it's Joan Didion, after all. So, it got off to a good and compelling start, and I was even thinking about recommending it to someone.

But as it continued, so much of this story sat with me as the complaints of the exceedingly and excessively overprivileged, told with an apparent blindness to that privilege. I had difficulty relating, despite the universality of the loss itself or even the fact that I myself only recently lost someone close to me. I am normally an overly compassionate person, reduced to tears easily, but something about this written narrator--whom I assume is Didion herself--was just so off-putting to me, I haven't even felt compelled enough to see how it ends, and I have only 13 minutes left.

Perhaps reading the original, unabridged book would have been a different and better experience for me; I can't say. Like I said, I enjoyed the way Vanessa Redgrave brought it to life--though I wonder if something got lost in the adaptation, which shortened the original.

NOTE: I did finally listen to the ending--only because Audible turned it on when I started the car--and I'm glad I did. Didion's words at the end reflecting on her process of magical thinking and the nature of grief were pretty exquisite. So, I'm adding a star to my review and editing it slightly.

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Breathtaking

I cannot recall a short story that dug and hit me so deep. Read it.

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I Really Enjoyed This Book

I'm thankful the Author chose to share her experience in this book. The narration really helped give the story it's tone.

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Poignant and beautifully heartbreaking

What a beautiful and poignant look into grief. This journey through her thoughts is captured so well I feel I must have stood beside her watching this unfold. Captivating, heartbreaking, yet somehow hopeful. “I love you more than one more day.” We should all love this way fully and complete! I will be thinking of the writing and the performance for a long time to come.

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beautiful; sad

Brilliantly written. Redgrave is amazing. I had the sense that we hear Didion's voice through narrator.

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Moving

Incredible narration and writing.
This book wasn’t quite what I’d imagined but it was absolutely stunning and captivated me from the beginning.
It touches deeply into parts of the human experience that are rarely so poetically expressed.

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  • tamara
  • 11-03-21

A loss shaped story, laden with warmth

A pulsating memoir of where our mind-body goes during grief and all the promises and memories and sureties and uncertainties we face during the process, as well as the heavy set distance of time gone by. Didion has prefaced death as a beauty in script. she does this by owning her presence and the details that come into the foreground of her experiences. This could only be captured so honestly with the narrator Redgrave, as an emotive long form monologue of sheer surreal thinking out loud one does when waking up to one's self. The sighs and sorrow I experienced listening to this only made me want to remember where and who I am at every moment of my waking life.

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  • Mark
  • 01-03-22

Grief as Art

This brief mediation on loss and love is incredibly powerful and packs a massive emotional punch underscored by Vanessa Regrave's cooly detached delivery.

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  • Helen
  • 01-02-22

A very moving reaction to two tragedies.

Joan Didion turns her attention to the magical thinking experienced by so many people in bereavement, the almost unacknowledged belief that if I do this, or I am good in that situation, the dead person will return. (And will of course need his shoes - or even the buttons being cut off her favourite dresses.)
Most people cannot express such huge loss so well, and very few will have suffered the double blow of the death of a child.
it was a thoughtful book, almost a warning to the reader that such scenes can never be redrafted. The reader/listener is accepted and never made to feel an intruder.
The delivery was a very moving performance by Vanessa Redgrave.

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  • Barbara Fisher
  • 01-17-22

Heartbreaking

Had to think twice about listening but was beautifully narrated by Vanessa Redgrave and so well written it somehow overcame the grief

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  • A L Bishop
  • 01-09-22

Beautiful and painful.

A beautiful, frank description of loss that is difficult to listen to. Wonderfully read with great sensitivity. Give yourself time to recover and a box of tissues if you listen to this. Don't risk listening while driving!

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  • sue Sargent
  • 01-08-22

delightful

meaningful, poignant, wonderfully narrated, I kept going back over places, tender and powerful taker e of loss. highly recommend

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  • KRB
  • 12-29-21

fabulously written & narrated

I had never heard of Joan Didion and this had popped up on my recommendations on Audible. I loved it - her writing style is so open & honest & engaging. Vanessa Redgrave's narration brings it to life. now I've been introduced, I am going to read more of her work.

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  • Julie C.
  • 12-28-21

Sublime

Read by Vanessa Redgrave this book takes on a very deep and even magical form, through her voice. Who better to transmit the depth and desolation of losing our nearest and dearest. Joan Didion manages to transmit meanings so deep and beautiful with a scalpel like precision it goes straight to the soul. Thank you Joan and Vanessa for this masterpiece.

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  • machanka
  • 12-27-21

Very moving

It was such an unexpected insight into a mind of a grieving person, with all its ‘illogical logic’, remorse, regret and fear from accepting loss. Short yet so powerful, it will stay with me for a very long time.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 12-15-21

Deeply Moving and humanistic tale on loss.

Sincerely performed. This is a real experience for the listener. I stopped by this book as this past few years I have experienced my own devestating losses. It took me away from my sorrow and helped me take a more birds eye view on our existance.
Not very long but really excellent prose and narration.

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  • Madeline Bradley
  • 06-24-21

Incredible Performance

Very moving. Didion’s writing is stunning, tough to follow at times but so passionate that it doesn’t matter if parts haven’t quite added up or made sense. So much passion in this performance from Vanessa Redgrave, truly beautiful.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 01-19-22

Truly touching

My heart was in this story from the beginning to the very end. Truly a beautiful recount and read perfectly.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 01-10-22

Powerful and moving

An insightful and elegant reflection on grief and loss delivered beautifully by Vanessa Redgrave.
We’ll with the listening.

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  • Tina Warrilow
  • 01-09-22

thought provoking

We are all prone to magical thinking, not only in the times of great stress

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  • Brenda Robinson
  • 01-07-22

His Eye Is on the Sparrow

Honest, raw, real but depressing.
Offers no hope of healing to the grieving, just survival.




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  • RUTH
  • 01-03-22

A great performance

Vanessa Redgrave is a treasure. This is a powerful performance of a moving story. It's great to hear the voice of and inner world of an older person. .. this is quite rare today.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 12-30-21

Audio better than reading the book

Vanessa Redgrave is simply brilliant, I’ve read the book but the audio is more real and intimate.

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  • libra
  • 12-29-21

Depressing Read

I bought this book hoping it would be of some comfort to those who had lost a loved one but for me it was depressing to read and Vanessa Redgrave was totally wrong for the narration her american accent was not pleasant.
so I neither recommend it for its content or narration