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Vow of Silence
- A Convent Home Run by Monsters and a Secret That Haunted Us for 50 Years
- Narrated by: Deirdre O'Connell
- Length: 10 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Relationships, Parenting & Personal Development, Parenting & Families
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A convent children's home run by monsters. A heart-breaking family secret that haunted us for 50 years.
Suzanne suffered five heart attacks and made it through open heart surgery. But even that pales in comparison to the horrors she faced as a young girl.
Her childhood became the ‘stuff of nightmares’ after her father passed away and her mother, unable to get a job in Ireland, had to seek work in London. So ‘Mammy’ was forced into the heart-breaking decision to put Suzanne and her five siblings into church-run orphanages in Dublin while she worked away. It was just meant to be temporary.
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- Denise
- 02-26-22
Don’t turn against God for the failures of man.
Survivors can thrive after tragedy.
I believe there are special blessings for children who survived such cruelty at the hands of those who undoubtedly suffered the same. The lucky ones are those who hopefully were also surrounded by good, decent, loving people.
Nobody ever said life would be easy. It’s also what you make it.